The Power of Words - by Liz Carter
Last week I was at New Wine, worshipping among thousands of
others in a massive Arena in the Somerset countryside. So many moments through
the week spoke deeply to me, but there’s one standout moment, and it is to do
with words and worship and how the two are so crucial.
Hea Woo is a Christian woman who comes from North Korea. She
shared some of her story with us. When she was small, she’d caught her mother
praying with a cross in her hand, and her mother had warned her not to tell
anyone, for the penalty for being a Christian in North Korea is imprisonment
and often execution. Later on, Hea Woo’s husband and children were converted to
Christianity and managed to escape into China. Hea Woo herself also attempted escape
but was caught and thrown into a prison camp.
I can hardly believe that in 2018 what she described to us
is happening. The torture because of faith, the threat of execution, the
sheer terror of it all. But her story from there was one of crazy courage and
staggering faith. She sensed that God was asking her to share her faith, but
couldn’t imagine how this could be done. There was a huge culture of reporting
any wrongdoing, and she knew that speaking of Christ out loud would get her
executed. So she said to God that he would have to show her the moments and the
people.
She led several women in the camp to faith. But there was
nowhere public they could worship together, because they were so closely
watched, so they took to meeting in the (unspeakably hideous) toilets and
whispering their prayers and their worship songs. Any volume would mean instant
consequences. Yet their faith grew and thrived in that forsaken place. Later,
she was released and managed to escape to South Korea.
The power of words hit home to me when Hea Woo was talking
about her experience of worship in her small church plant in a prison toilet in
North Korea. Words which were forbidden and yet deliciously liberating, words
which set these women free and bonded them together in glorious hope. Their
whispered words brought glimpses of light into their darkness and peace in the
greatest suffering we could imagine. Hea Woo said that worship was an
incredibly important part of their routine, lifting them from the shadows and
always turning them to Jesus. Wow!
After this talk, we sang Amazing
Grace, which is Hea Woo’s favourite hymn. We were asked to sing it in
whispers for the first four verses, then louder for the final verse, and use it
as an act of prayer for those ‘secret Christians’ in North Korea today. As we
whispered these beautiful words, Hea Woo’s voice could be heard over the other
6,000 of us, singing loud and clear of her love for her Saviour. I don’t think
there was a dry eye to be seen at this point – I can’t capture in words what a
worshipful experience this was, speaking to the depths of our souls. And then
the final verse – oh, that final verse – to say we raised the roof is an
understatement. We blew it right off and then some:
When we’ve been there ten thousand years,
Bright shining as the sun,
We’ve no less days to sing God’s praise
Than when we’d first begun.
I’m sure the whole county of Somerset must have heard these
6,000 Christians belting out these words of truth and power, and somewhere in
the middle a brave North Korean woman stood, her face radiant with hope and
with joy.
And I imagined all those other thousands of secret
Christians, in North Korea and elsewhere, screaming out that verse in their
minds and in their whispers, holding to the hope of those shining thousands of
years ahead, the prize of glory they are reaching for.
I was in tiny little bits.
But this is why I write. This is where it all comes from.
This is who it’s for. It’s for communicating with words the power of God’s
dazzling hope, for now and for eternity. I wish my words were more powerful; I
wish I could do God more justice. I wish I was as brave as Hea Woo. I’m fortunate enough to live in a place where I will not be
imprisoned and executed, and yet I sometimes keep the words at a whisper. I
sometimes forget the privilege of freedom in the struggle to be liked.
From now, I’ll remind myself of the reality for some of my
brothers and sisters around the world. I’ll appreciate the power of words and
the freedom we have. And I’ll hold them before me, those whispering courageous
ones, hold them to God and ask that his presence and power surround them and
hold them tight.
FatherWhen I feel weakMay I find my strength in you.When I lack courageSpeak your great lion-roar to my heartAnd fill me with your power.May I speak of your loveWrite of your graceSing of your praise, in whispers and in shouts,And may I know, most of all, the glorious hope to which you have called me.Amen.
Liz Carter is a writer and blogger who likes to write about the more painful times of life and how God is in the midst. Her first book will be published on November 15th by IVP: Catching Contentment.
You can pre-order it here.
Photo by Daniel Mingook Kim on Unsplash
What a powerful story. Thank you for sharing it so eloquently.
ReplyDeleteIt's good to be reminded of what some Christians go through and still cling on to God.
ReplyDeleteThank you Liz - such a powerful story. I could capture the moment of lusty singing: When we've been there 10,000 years, bright shining as the sun...
ReplyDeleteThank you all. Yes, it was so very powerful and beautiful.
ReplyDeleteWhat a story! How I wish I could have been there, experiencing this amongst the 6000 of you. Talk about a taste of Heaven! But it was your prayer that most spoke to me, beautiful, honest and moving. Thank you :)
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