I Can't Think of a Title. By Dan Cooke
Why are words so elusive?
As writers, we are constantly faced with the challenge of
actually writing, be it for pleasure, employment, or our own projects. No
matter what it is we have to write for, the same I think applies to everyone
from time to time. The words we want to use can be the most elusive of things.
I constantly find that when I am at work, on the commute,
out with colleagues, in fact pretty much anywhere except when I have that word
document open in front of me, I am an
idea machine.
It's hard to even put into words this process. My head is
filled with ideas, plot points, major and minor, characters and their backstories
(a big deal for me) and these same characters having conversations with each
other constantly. These constant thoughts lead to the creation of new ones, to
ideas for scenes that I can become super excited about and work on even more.
Oh you blank pages why must you torment us so? |
Despite this, and despite the fact that lately I have
decided what I want my main project to be, and as such trying to focus all my
creative energy on scenes and ideas for this project, when I sit down to
actually write them, my mind just goes blank. Nothing flows, and when it does,
it is nowhere near as good as the stuff I had thought up earlier.
Even right now, writing these very words, the flow is
difficult and feels uninspired. (the keyboard sticking constantly doesn't help
my flow either, need to replace that.)
So what can we do? How can we push past this constant
blockade and begin to get the words flowing freely? I wish I had an answer.
I like to collaborate with other writers and creative individuals, in fact these collaborations have lead to some really interesting projects, and I love to seek out their input, and while this may not help with the actual
writing process, it certainly allows for fresh inspiration and can get the
creative juices flowing.
I wish I had more to offer you all, I wish I had inspiration
and advice to give, yet I find myself in a constant place of taking and never
giving this back to those who helped me out.
Oh words, why must you elude us so? Characters why must you
hide? You open your mouths yet no words flow, matching as we type nothing
appears.
The most daunting thing I can think of as w creative person
is a blank canvas (or in our case page) some may see it as a fresh opportunity
to begin and fill it, and I commend them
so. Yet I have known many a writer to stare at a blank page and cry. It is a
shame we cannot just give the readers those blank pages we wept over and hope
the emotions we felt will just convey themselves to them.
We can dream at least.
I'm not normally such a downer, positivity will resume next
month!
Honest and real, and as such, encouraging to those of us struggling to put words on paper (screen) at the moment. Thank you!
ReplyDeleteVery good insight there Dan.
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