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Jesus is Victor by Mandy Baker Johnson

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Corrie ten Boom is one of my heroes. Or should I say heroine? Her life is an inspiration to all. During a long debilitating illness a few years ago, I re-read The Hiding Place , the story of Tante Corrie and her family hiding Jews and others being hunted by the Nazis. The outcome was arrest and imprisonment; her octogenarian father died alone in prison while Tante Corrie and her sister Betsie were eventually sent to Ravensbruck concentration camp. The horrible illness I suffered (cerebellar ataxia and ME/chronic fatigue) was nowhere near as terrible as being in a concentration camp. Yet to read Corrie's words: 'There is no pit so deep but God's love is deeper still' were timely during one of the darkest times of my life and gave me much-needed strength to keep going. To keep trusting that God's light could never be extinguished by the darkness I was enduring. I love Tante Corrie for teaching me life lessons through her books, of assuring me that God is my Dadd...

Read, Write, Pray by Joy Lenton

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In this season of slowing down to rest and recuperate when M.E symptoms are more manifest, I've found myself wondering about the flip-side of chronic illness. There must be one, yes? Thorns sit alongside roses and beauty is found in bare-bones places.  Each dark cloud has a silver lining, albeit a faint, barely discernible sliver. As I pondered and prayed I began to see that this less-than-ordinary life many of us live can become a gift of grace if viewed with a new perspective. When:cognitive ability and energy are more available, I'm enabled to press past the pain, feel my way through flattening fatigue, and there is a slice of time to be present, then I love to read, write and pray. So I am sharing a taster of the things which are impacting my spirituality and creativity - namely an eclectic mix of books with unifying themes. Because I'm also at the very early stages of compiling my haphazardly organised poetry into a semblance of an anthology, it means I'm di...