ME TOO! by Liz Manning

My lovely mother in law died recently. In response to that, and short of the usual family coming together in the current circumstances, I wrote a poem called Lockdown Funeral Blues. In times of acute pain, writing poetry becomes my ‘go to’. A month after my mum died, I wrote this: THE DAY BEFORE MOTHERS’ DAY Today was hard. Eyes assaulted by bouquet displays, Banner announcements, chocolates, cakes, And menu ideas. Who knew Walking into a supermarket Would be like Walking into an ambush Of everyone else’s impending celebration? Momentarily I clutched the wall, As if punched in the sternum, Chest tight, fighting for breath, The claustrophobic cacophony Obliterating my ability To choose a curry for tonight’s dinner. I turned and forced myself To concentrate on an Easter display instead But the unsaid noise was deafening. I had to escape From all this anticipation and appreciation, My own love overspilling With no one to receiv...