Taming the Tentacles, by Lucy Mills

Most of us, before we're published, make an assumption. We assume that, once we've had one book published, the second will be easier. It feels similar to the sensation I had as a child: when I'm grown up, life will be easier. I'll suddenly become an 'adult' and I will be, in a way, a different person. All that annoying fear and shyness will be gone, for example. Decisions will be made with swift, accurate wisdom. I'll have done it. I'll be THERE. Excuse me while I pause to laugh. A lot. OK, so getting older does change things - I know myself much better, have learned what works best in different situations, have my coping mechanisms in place. Practising something does make it less nerve-racking and sometimes I even get better at it. But there's no magic wand that appears (whether it is inscribed 'grown up' or 'published writer') and makes all the hurdles disappear with a satisfying zap. It appears I am still me. Ah. ...